Monday, July 13, 2009

My Change.

"Sometimes the things we can’t change…
End up changes us"
--> Text message I received today 13.07.09



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In life even if we gave our best shot still we fail.
We gave all our love but still we feel heartaches.
We gave our loyalty still we are betrayed.
We are so nice to everyone still we meet rude people.
We are a happy person but still we felt sadness.
We make things lightly for us but there are hardships.

That is reality and we can’t change it.

Sometimes people dwell on the event so much that they wanted to change it.
They make a move to change things.
They are making an effort trying, trying very hard to change the situation or incident
They didn’t realize that while they are busy changing the circumstances they are changing too.

First, I wasn’t able to get what I want.
This time, someone made me feel that I am not welcomed
That I don’t belong
That I am a “useless asset”
I felt that I am not appreciated
It was so hard for me.
I wanted that “someone” to change.
I wanted “someone” to feel that I do exist and that I am not a “useless asset”
I am doing everything to change that bad feeling and that terrible situation.
But it came to my senses that I can’t really change it.
I can’t change the scenario
It only changes me

The only thing I can change is on how I deal with it.
It changes me, my perspectives and beliefs

It made me realized just this very moment that I am a changed person now. nyehehehe
I am now always thinking on positive things.
I am not anymore thinking that I am sick so that I can’t go to work
I am now more patient
I am now more productive on my work
I realized how much I am blessed having my family and my special someone in my life.
I also realized how important having a work and having a salary
I also realized that SOBRANG ANG PLASTIC KO NA.
Seriously,I come to recognize who are my true friends
And lastly I was able to meet and got to know this person that I never thought that I can consider her one of my very few good friends.
She is the one who texted this quote.
Thanks a lot. :)

3 comments:

  1. true, there are things we really can't change, things we don't have control over...

    but yes, despite not being able to change these things, we can change ourselves - we can have a positive perspective on things, we can appreciate what we have more, and we can continue being better. we can continue changing for the best.

    :)

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  2. hehehehe...kaw naman... wag masyadong seryoso...chill...

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  3. hehehe :D yup yup, chill lang :D

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