Sunday, November 29, 2009

Don't Think

by Parokya ni Edgar

Please, Don’t
Worry ‘bout how things might turn out
Let Go, let everything go.

Go, Run
Lose Yourself down an unknown path
Get lost, no matter what the cost

Don’t think time away
Before you know it
The show is ended
Don’t be scared to fall
Just as long as you remember
That nothing came to those who didn’t try.

Stop, Look
Listen the moment might just pass, This time
Lay it all on the line

Don’t quit, Don’t Lack
Give it all and everything
Cause There may never be another time
Cause There may never be another time

Don’t think time away
Before you know it
The show is ended
Don’t be scared to fall
Just as long as you remember
To get up off the ground and try again

Don’t think time away
Before you know it
The show is ended
Don’t be scared to fall
Just as long as you remember
That nothing came to those who didn’t try.
Those who didn’t try

Friday, September 25, 2009

Choices

People change as time passes
or as we grow older our choices and opinions also changes
and we make mature choices
our fantasies and choices and dreams
when we were younger may not be the same
when we get older

I guess we gain wisdom through experience
our choices and decisions
are influenced by our surroundings
not because we want to change
but we just see the different side of the world

-Katrina Gerobin

Kyle on his 3rd Month


I was happy because I was able to attend the celebration yesterday.



"with Mommy"

"with Mamita"

"with Mamay"

"with Tres Marias"



Thursday, September 3, 2009

New Plan?

Sometimes there are plans that never really happen.
Plans which we think will make us who we are
Plans which we know will help us grow
Plans which will make us fulfill our dreams
Plans which we think can reach us to the top

Plans are just plans to help us know what we want and what to do
If things didn’t work out as planned, I can only see 3 choices
1. To try and try until you succeed, knowing that you will have your time for everything
2. To try again but with a much better plan (was able to look into the details on why it didn’t work out.)
3. To have a new set of plan

I have a plan and I have been waiting for it for quite sometime.
All of them were already there as planned
and I am the only one who was left behind.
It’s painful that you yourself knew what your capabilities are
and thinking that you can do better if you are there too.

I learned to embrace jealousy and insecurity.
I learned to be negative and pity myself.
What will I do?
Some says that my time will come and try again later. Hahaha
I did.
I waited.
I am trying again but nothing happened.
I tried to ask on how long should I wait.
Months?
Years?
I don’t know and they don’t know either.
I managed to do the 1st and 2nd choices that I have listed
but I guess it is not working for my plan.
Now I don’t have anymore option
and I am left with the 3rd one. hahaha
I know it’s hard to completely have a new plan,
To start a new one
But I guess new plan is what I needed.
:)

:)

:)

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"The thing about plans is they don't take into account the unexpected,

so when we're thrown a curve ball, whether it's in the O.R. or in life,

we have to improvise.

Of course, some of us are better at it than others.

Some of us just have to move on to plan B,

and make the best of it.

And sometimes what we want is exactly what we need.

But sometimes,

sometimes what we need is a new plan."



Meredith Grey

Grey's Anatomy

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Thank you from Baby Kyle


I'm Back

Yes I am.

Hahaha...

I guess there are a lot of reasons why I should be back.

Hahaha…

I don’t know what exactly it is but
I am absolutely sure that there are reasons.

I am just happy that I’m back.

Hahaha...

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Can't wait...

Can't wait to see you Baby Kyle...hehehe

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Better in Time

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See, somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going, coming
Thought I heard a knock
Who's there? No one
Thinking that I deserved it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice, you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning, to love again
All I know is, Imma be okay

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too (oh yeah)
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to (ooh ooh)
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy to just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming
Don't wanna laugh, hurt my feelings

But that's the path, I believe in
And I know that, time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning, to love again
All I know is, I'm gon' be okay

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too (oh yeah)
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to (ooh ooh)
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me (no more you and me)
It's time I let you go so I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is,
I'll be fine without you
Yes, I will

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too (oh oh oh)
It'll all get better in time (oh oh ooh)
Even though I really love you (you)
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to (yes, I do)
It'll all get better in time (oh oh yeah)

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too (yeah ah yeah)
It'll all get better in time (ooh ooh oh)
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to (ooh ooh, yes)
It'll all get better in time

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Love this song... :) :)

Friday, July 31, 2009

On Loving...

Loving is always a learning process.
With love, we learn how to care & sacrifice.
We learn to be unselfish and gave more than what we can.
And when everything doesn't end well, we learn how it feels to fall and get hurt.
But learning doesn't have to end there!
After the fall, we strive to get back on our feet and move on,this is wat we learn, that life doesn't end wer heartaches begin!
Its true that there is life in love!
But there can still be life even after losing love..
--anonymous

:(

Saturday, July 25, 2009

What's your name's hidden meaning?


You are Level-Headed and Trustworthy

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.

You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.


got it from this from this webpage: http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyournameshiddenmeaningquiz/

Friday, July 24, 2009

Moving On

Sometimes moving on is another phase of our life that we really need to face.
We deal with it differently and I guess we have experienced it one way or another.

There are times that we are afraid to move on.
We are so much attached that’s why we are too scared to get out on our comfort zones
We are anxious on what will happen after
We hate to regret the decisions we are going to make
Thinking that it is so hard to start from scratch
That’s why we are clinging ourselves to hold on.

But we need to move on…

We need to explore

We need to acknowledge new possibilities

Moving on doesn’t mean forgetting the past

Moving on for me is a new beginning

A brighter future

A new set of blessings will come my way

One step wiser

A better me...

Monday, July 13, 2009

My Change.

"Sometimes the things we can’t change…
End up changes us"
--> Text message I received today 13.07.09



___________
In life even if we gave our best shot still we fail.
We gave all our love but still we feel heartaches.
We gave our loyalty still we are betrayed.
We are so nice to everyone still we meet rude people.
We are a happy person but still we felt sadness.
We make things lightly for us but there are hardships.

That is reality and we can’t change it.

Sometimes people dwell on the event so much that they wanted to change it.
They make a move to change things.
They are making an effort trying, trying very hard to change the situation or incident
They didn’t realize that while they are busy changing the circumstances they are changing too.

First, I wasn’t able to get what I want.
This time, someone made me feel that I am not welcomed
That I don’t belong
That I am a “useless asset”
I felt that I am not appreciated
It was so hard for me.
I wanted that “someone” to change.
I wanted “someone” to feel that I do exist and that I am not a “useless asset”
I am doing everything to change that bad feeling and that terrible situation.
But it came to my senses that I can’t really change it.
I can’t change the scenario
It only changes me

The only thing I can change is on how I deal with it.
It changes me, my perspectives and beliefs

It made me realized just this very moment that I am a changed person now. nyehehehe
I am now always thinking on positive things.
I am not anymore thinking that I am sick so that I can’t go to work
I am now more patient
I am now more productive on my work
I realized how much I am blessed having my family and my special someone in my life.
I also realized how important having a work and having a salary
I also realized that SOBRANG ANG PLASTIC KO NA.
Seriously,I come to recognize who are my true friends
And lastly I was able to meet and got to know this person that I never thought that I can consider her one of my very few good friends.
She is the one who texted this quote.
Thanks a lot. :)

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Not getting what I want

Sometimes in our life we want something and we are desperate to have it thinking that it is the best for us.


We thought that having what we wanted will make us successful


Will complete us


It will make us one step ahead from the others.

Lately, I wanted this thing and I wasn’t able to get it.


I did my best.


I know it


I have done everything.


But what can I do?


I didn’t make it.


I didn’t get what I wanted.


Did I fail?


Yes I failed.


I accepted it without grudges


I guess failing will not make me unsuccessful, right?


I know this is just a beginning of a brighter future.


I am sure that better as in better days will come my way not now but soon.


I’ll just patiently wait

and accept it when it comes.

:)


Thursday, July 2, 2009

Being Different

If you follow the crowd, you will likely get no further than the crowd. If you walk alone, you're likely to end up in places no one has ever been before. Being an achiever is not without its difficulties, for peculiarity breeds contempt. The unfortunate thing about being ahead of your time is that when people finally realize you were right, they'll simply say it was obvious to everyone all along. You have two choices in life. You can dissolve into the main stream, or you can choose to become an achiever and be distinct. To be distinct, you must be different. To be different, you must strive to be what no else but you can be.— Unknown wise person
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I choose to become an achiever... yeah!!!

Monday, June 29, 2009

Future

We spend our whole lives worrying about the future
Planning for the future
Trying to predict the future
As if figuring it out will somehow cushion the blow
But the future is always changing
Future is the home of our deepest fears
And our wildest hopes

But one thing is certain
When we finally reveals itself
The future is never the way we imagined it
Meredith Grey
Grey's Anatomy
Season 5
Episode 23
Here's to the Future


_________

Lately I’ve been thinking of what will happen to me in the future.
What is stored for me in the future?
Where will I be in the future?
I had sleepless nights only asking those questions to myself.
Trying to get answers but I can’t really figure it out.
No one really knows what will happen.
As the quote says the future is always changing.
My future might change as well.
I don’t need answers
I just need to embrace it
Do things I know will help me be a better person
Anyhow, when the time comes I will know.

Saturday, June 27, 2009

My Baby Pics

Just want to share my baby pics...
Feeling ko lang kamukha ko baby Kyle..hahaha

"Unang paligo ko ata to e."


"Baptism"


"alin ako dito?"

Friday, June 26, 2009

First Day

Si Baby Kyle dilat na ang mata wala pang isang araw ah...

parang gusto na makipaglaro kay Mamita..hehehe

"pssst.."

"Mamita,singkit din ako!"

...hahaha

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Welcome Baby Kyle

Wheew…

At last you came out…hahaha

We’ve been waiting for you since last week.

Welcome to the world baby Kyle

"kakalabas niya lang siguro after 1 hour to"


I wish that you will grow up
*decent
*responsible
*obedient
*loving
*God fearing
*positive outlook in life
*polite
*honest
*respectful

… all the good attitudes in the world (kakapagod magisa-isa e)
For short just like me…harhar
Seriously, I wish that you will love your Mom above all.

"I will just be here for you baby Kyle"


Friday, June 19, 2009

Pamper your Heart


Instead of celebrating our 1st year anniversary na out of town or a party, the group decided to just "pamper our hearts".

Why not?

as the quote says "no body can do everything, but everyone can do something".
We know in our own little ways we can make someone happy and we can touch lives. :)

Sunday, June 14, 2009

What first impression do you give?

and my result was

You come off as a humorous and friendly: People are likely notice you quickly because of your sense of humor and the crowd that you draw with it. You are the spirit of the party and you are always the one making people laugh, thereby lighting up the mood of the room and breaking the ice. You are just really easy to be around.

hahaha.. I guess I'll ask my friends about this first... hahahaha...


Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Kurirays goes to EDSA

Mejo masama ang pakiramdam ko ngayon dahil sa allergy kaya nag-decide akong umuwi ng maaga.
So we took the 6:05 shuttle going to shell but the driver told us na dun niya daw kami ibaba sa kabila sa may puno at hindi sa shell dahil sa rally. so all the way I thought ganun nga pero nung andun na kami sa Shell sabi niya dun na lang daw sa kabila sa may Ayala so lahat kami natuwa kasi sa may MRT na pero nung nakarating na sa EDSA sa Ayala sabi niya sa Petron Pasay Road niya na lang kami ibaba malapit sa Dasmarinas Village..whatttt???? nag-complain ako at sinabi sa driver na sana sa may Dusit nio na lang kami binaba super malayo na ang Petron at sasakay kami sa MRT pero matigas siya at tumataas na ang boses niya so sabi namin sa sarili namin irereklamo ka namin bukas sa management..hahaha... lagot ka..
ang sasama namin.. hahaha .
naisip ko na bad mood na lahat so sabi ko pose na kayo jan at picture muna tayo sa EDSA...hahaha
at lahat tumawa at parang nawala na lahat ang inis. mga kuriray talaga!!!

- Carole, Emie, Ate Arlyn at Angel

So para makarating kami sa SM Makati kelangan talaga namin maglakad from Petron Pasay road to Ayala MRT Station sa sobrang inis namin at di na mapigil ang pagrereklamo namin...hahaha..
nakakita pa kami ng sign board ginawa namin subject..hahaha

"Masarap maglakad kung may kaayusan ang bangketa
ramdam mo ang iyong karapatan."
- Chairman BF


at least kahit ganun na nangyari naisipan pa naman namin ang gawan ng paraan na tumawa...hahaha masaklap pa nakita a namin si Lala na sumabay sa 6:10 shuttle at naunahan pa pa kami...hahaha..


"The moment of happiness we enjoy take us by suprise.
It is not that we seize them,
but that they seize us."
Ashley Montagu


I'm Getting Biggggeeeerrr and Bigggerrrr Part II

While on a long trip going to Bicol I had deep thoughts on how I will loose weight. Whahaha.. asa pa ako.

Here it goes…

Things I will try to do
- eat oatmeal during lunch and dinner. (Actually I bought Quaker Oats few weeks back)
- eat vegetables /salads. hahaha
- go to the gym again (ewan ko lang!)
- have at least one sport. Nyehehe
- Exercise twice a week

Things I will control
- eating cakes and pastries
- eating chocolates
- eating ice cream
- eating cupcakes

Things I will stop
- Drinking soda instead I will drink fit and right..hahaha
- eating heavy meals


I am so proud of myself then, that I was able to plan my things to do, control and stop just to loose weight.

– And that was only last Sunday… hahaha

Monday came and my Uncle who will have his dialysis on that day jokingly said to me “Patikimin mo naman kami ng sahod mo” hahaha…
I can’t say anything but ok..(nadala naman ako kasi kainan na naman) hahahaha

So we ate our lunch at Oyster Villa – “isa sa paborito kong resto sa Naga”
He ordered Hotutay Soup(di ko lam spelling e), Beef with Ampalaya, Lumpia Shanghai, sweet and sour lapu-Lapu, Pancit and Fried Rice.

"Loyal ako e"

Hahaha...

Hay ano pa nga ba sa sobrang miss ko ang kumain dun kumain na ko ng marami isa pang naisip ko ako naman ang magbabayad e..hahaha

After eating lunch I was so guilty.
I told myself na lang na I’m not going to eat snacks and dinner anymore.
But when we dropped by at my cousin's house she served us with chips, hot Spanish bread and coke.

I was so tempted to eat…

hmmm yum yum…

hahahaha

I wasn’t able to fight the temptation

hay… I ate again and take note I was able to eat 3 pieces Spanish bread.nyahaha..

Around 5 p.m. my sister was curious about the shops in SM Naga so we went there at the same time I bought my ticket going back to Manila.
As we are walking she said that we need to have our dinner so that I won’t be hungry during my trip back.

Whew… eat again

So she decided to have our dinner at BIGGS.
"was able to take pictures, just for my blog"

I can’t resist the temptation again…hahaha.

"Cordon bleu please!"

I ate again…
Hay... masarap talaga kumain

"Sign sa my restroom nila"

I told myself again na bawi na lang ako sa susunod na araw and I will be serious and strict to my diet.

Hahaha we’ll see… :)

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Sunday in Bicoool

Last Sunday I accompanied my older sister going home to our hometown.

My original plan was to spend my weekend at Dong’s house but last Saturday when I was online she buzzed me and told me to go home because she wanted to have her “panganganak” there in Bikol.

So as a mabait na sister I went home without any complain. Hahaha…

We decided to have our trip on a day to make it easier for her just in case something happens.


It was a sunny day when we left Manila so I thought Bikol will have a sunny day too…

but as we reached Bikol my sister said jokingly to me na “ikaw ha, may balat ka ata sa puwet kasi everytime you went here it is raining” whahaha..

All I can say to her was “Oo nga noh!” hahaha

because the last time I was there it was raining too.. pero actually there is a typhoon at that time e. :)


Anyway while going to our hometown (Ocampo Cam. Sur) I took some pictures of the skies.. hahaha wala lang trip lang

I'm Getting Biggggeeeerrr and Bigggerrrr Part I

Observe the foods I ate last week (June 1 to 5, 2009)

Breakfast
6 pieces of chocolate cookies from Carole
2 Pandesal with cheese courtesy of Kuya Mark
1 Pandesal with Pancit Canton from Ate Arlyn and Vicks
Adobo with rice.. (Heavy) I bought it from Ate Bebe
*All of those are with Hot Chocolate courtesy of our vending Machine.

"McDonalds"


Lunch
Chicken Mcdo obvious its from McDonalds
Pancit, Lumpia Shanghai, Pork Something, pichi pichi and rice – courtesy of our boss
Cheese Burger Deluxe from McDonalds
Chicken roulade with rice (sort of) don’t know the real name from Sicilian
Yang Chow Rice, Spareribs, Beef Broccoli, camaron rebusado and sweet and sour fish from HapChan

"Treat"


Dinner
Fried Siomai and Kikiam with rice from Potdog
Spag, chicken, bread, and tacos from Pancake
Tocino with rice from Shub-lak
Cream of Mushroom soup, Spag, pizza, and salad with dessert from Pizza Hut
Burger with chips courtesy of Max

"PizzaHut"

Wahahah…
Oh! I ate a lot last week.


"Max's"


My older sister said that going bigger is a sign of good life! Hahaha.

Yes but with this kind of eating habits my good life will be a bad life.

Tumataba na ko… nauubos pa pera ko sa bulsa ko.

hehehe…

pansin niyo? Hahaha…

Hay, I will try my best this week not to eat a lot...

Sana I can make it...hehehe

Go! Go! Go! :)

Sunday, June 7, 2009

Kumusta ka naman?

As I was browsing my folder in our PC I found this pic..


"December 2006"


Whahaha.. I was so thinnnn.....hehehe


Kumusta naman ako ngayon????


This is my recent pic


"June 5, 2009"


whahahah... yaw ko na kumain!!!!


Friday, June 5, 2009

To You

Nice pic. :)

Thursday, June 4, 2009

A Relief

It was a demanding day for me...
I attended meetings all day and I wasn't able to do my regular tasks... Hay!!!
But anyhow I enjoyed the dinner with my "Kurirays" group.

Actually the group has plenty of things to celebrate that's why it's worth it.

1. The "Mommy" of the group got promoted officially as a Team Lead.

"Congrats Ate Arlyn!"

2. Final rights for the neophytes. hahaha

"Welcome to the group Jen, Mean, Lala, Angel and Lanie"

3. The "Food" organizer of the group will be travelling outside the country for a week.

"Ingat Detdet"

4. One of our neophytes will be celebrating her birthday next week.

"Happy Birthday Jen!"

It was so much fun and I hope that they enjoyed the dinner with us especially for the neophytes.

You are now officially part of the KURIRAYS! yahoo... I am looking forward for more gigs..hehehe

Thank you Detdet and Ate Arlyn for the dessert and we wish may next time pa..hehehe

I would also like to acknowledge FRANCIS "half blooded Kuriray" for making it to the dinner and also for the dessert. He will be travelling with Detdet. hehehe.
"Ingat din po!"

We miss you Carole, Jeena, Alma, Mishelle and Jan. It might have been happier if all of you were there.

Jhena and Yanie we miss you too.. but I guess you cannot make it if we have a very short notice. :) hehehe palusot lang.

Anyway, we will share with you the pictures. hehehe

I would also like to thank
The Kurirays who were there. Your presence were very much appreciated.

Jem "angel's bf" for giving us an opportunity to have an interview. Naks artistahin...
I hope you enjoyed it and sana di ka napikon.

Dingdong, "detdet's brother" for making Mean so kilig. hehehe

Jhey for assisting us and giving Jen the birthday ice cream.
Ruel for assisting us too.
To both of you thank you for granting us to have pictures with you. hahaha..

also to Pizzahut for having the super panalo meals at 99. It was worth the price... busog kami at tipid sa bulsa. hahaha..

and thank you for myself for making all these things possible.hahaha joke. (pagod ako magsulat ha!) but it was a relief to be with you guys. Seriously!hahaha...

Snapshots...



Vickilicious, Ate Arlyn, Jem and Angel


Dess, Emie, Liza and me


Lanie, Lala, Det and Jen




wohooo.... Mean and Dingdong

Dess and Emie with Jhey, Francis, Jen with Ruel
*Sorry na guys 5 pics lang ang kaya nitong blog ko e...
need ko ng 1 slot for Mean and Dingdong e..hahaha kaya maliit na lang sainyo.
hahaha...

See more pics at angmgakurirays multiply site...



Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Personality traits by birth month

Hahaha...

bored again.. I am not yet sleepy that's why I was able to take quizzes again... :)

1st quiz was "Personality Traits by Birth Month"

My Birth Month is OCTOBER and my personality traits are


Loves to chat
Loves those who loves him
Loves to takes things at the centre
Attractive and suave
Inner and physical beauty
Does not lie or pretend
Sympathetic
Treats friends importantly
Always making friends
Easily hurt but recovers easily
Bad tempered
Selfish
Seldom helps unless asked
Daydreamer
Very opinionated
Does not care of what others think
Emotional
Decisive
Strong clairvoyance
Loves to travel, the arts and literature
Soft-spoken, loving and caring
Romantic
Touchy and easily jealous
Spendthrift and easily influenced
Easily lose confidence


BE THE JUDGE!!!hehehe



Sunday, May 31, 2009

Quote that represents my life?

Hahaha
I am a bit bored today… It shows because I took quizzes all day and I was able to write it here. Hay!!!
The last quiz I took at facebook was “What Quote Represents your life?”
And the result was suitable for me and I guess it’s true
It says:
Life is like a box of chocolates. You’ll never know what you’re going to get.
You have a pretty mellow and easy going outlook on life. You are ready for any curveball that life throws at you.

On this quiz I rather say that I agree… hahaha
Actually it is one of the quotes I like talaga when asked about life.

After this quiz I stopped and write all of these results here.
Wala talaga ako magawa pinatulan ko lahat ng quiz sa facebook.hahaha
Anyway, I enjoyed it naman…
Next time ulit.

I'll be writing more serious stuff later maybe or some other time :)

Sexiest Feature???

I took the quiz “What’s your sexiest feature?” at Facebook and the result was “My Smile”

Whahaha.. I thought it was my eyes. (asa pa ako)

It says:
Your Smile - You have a gorgeous smile and it’s bound to light up the day of the person who sees it.

I can’t believe it talaga…
I strongly disagree with the result. hahaha

Married at Age 27?

This “married” thing was on my mind for the past days.
A lot of thinking was done and a lot of advises was asked from married friends
Am I ready to get married and give up my singlehood?

As I was browsing my facebook account I saw a friend who took the test “what age will you get married?”

Hahaha...

I took the test too and the result I got was “married at age 27”. What???

Detailed result was

Married at Age 27: You will be married at age 27. This is about the age that most people get married. You are at the age where you are ready to venture into the married life

I don’t know if it’s correct and if it would help me on my decision. I will be turning 27 this coming October.
Whahaha and I only have how many months?

I guess getting married doesn’t require age limit. Hahaha
I can get married at the age of 40 right? As long as I am ready emotionally, physically, financially for short in all aspects.

As what Kuya Mark said to me “Once you decide to get married there are a lot of things you need to give up. Are you now ready to give up all those things? If not better think about it first”

Am I ready?

Hope not?

Yes?

I really don't know...

Friday, May 29, 2009

real name or nickname

Yesterday, my super friend and I decided to have some cold drinks at Stabucks.
When the crew asked my name, I gave him my nickname “Ü1” and I dictate the spelling to make it easier for him so I said it again “just spell it U and number 1”.
He showed me what he wrote on the glass and I was amazed on how he spelled it.
hahahaha….

It was like YOU and ONE.

Anyway, next time I’ll better give my real name than my nickname. hehehe
I am so choosy kasi on how my nickname be spelled.


Thanks Super friend for making an effort to capture the “moment”. Hehehe

Thursday, May 28, 2009

May 28

He said “hi!”
She said “Hello, How are you?

He gave his cell phone numbers
She said why?
He said “just in case you want to talk to me”

He called
She answered
"Pagsanjan 2007"
He listens
She talks

He is the serious type of guy
She is the "fun loving" type of girl

He loves to be just in front of his computer
She loves to be always at the mall or somewhere else

"CWC 2008"

He doesn’t know how to play basketball
She loves to watch basketball games

He is mature
She still and will always have the child like attitude

He likes the girl who knows how to cook
She doesn’t know anything in the kitchen

"March 2009"

He doesn’t even know how to sing and dance.
She loves to dance and sing even though she doesn’t have the golden voice.

He is not affectionate and sweet
She likes a guy who is charming and expressive

He doesn’t know how to surprise a girl
She loves surprises

"Don't know where..hehehe"

He thinks that she is Princess Fiona
She thinks that he is Shrek not perfect but real and stays

They are two people with different personalities but what they share in common are Love and trust to each other.

No one would ever imagine that until today they are still together and preparing to make it forever.

"Dc',)ng and Ü1"

Learning

blindfolded and walking alone..

that's what most of us feel..

In a lifetime full of major risks and decisions,

it might seems safer to remain stagnant

but isn't it more fulfilling if despite the fear of falling

from a cliff and bruised knees,

steps were taken?

in the end, losing and mistakes won't count what matters most is the person

we turned out to be..

not naive..

but wise and beautifully molded by experiences..

*anonymous

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Monday, May 25, 2009

Quarter Life Crisis

They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis." It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like.
You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.
You start realizing that people are selfish and that,maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too, and aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you.
You look at your job... and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you
Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable andwhat isn't. One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure.
You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused.Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling onto the past with dear life, but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.
You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lie in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better. Or maybe you love someone but love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you know that you aren't a bad person. One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap.
Getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic. You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision.
You worry about loans, money, the future and making a life for yourself... and while winning the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender! What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to it.
We are in our best of times and our worst of times,trying as hard as we can to figure this whole things out.
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I got this from a friend.
Thanks Rhei and Happy birthday! :)
You’re getting old na.
Don’t worry same here. Sabay bawi e. hahaha
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Hmmmm....
San na nga ba ako papunta?
Nakakarelate ka ba?
hahaha...
ako kasi OO. as in OO!!!

Sunday, May 24, 2009

I am sure

Better Days
by Diana Reeves
Silver gray hair neatly combed in place.
There were four generations of love on her face.
She was so wise, no surprise passed her eyes,
She'd seen it all.

I was a child, oh, about three or four.
All day I'd ask questions.
At night I'd ask more.
But whenever; she never, would ever, turn me away.

I'd say how can I be sure what is right or wrong ?
And why does what I want always take so long ?
Please tell me where does God live
And why won't He talk to me ?

I'd say, Grandma what is love ?
Will I ever find out ? and
Why are we so poor, what is life about ?
I wanna know the answers before I fall off to sleep.
ohwoohwohwoh.......

She sort of smiled as she tucked me in.
Then she pulled up that old rocking chair once again.
But tonight she was slightly, remarkably, different somehow.

Slowly she rocked, lookin' half asleep.
Grandma yawned as she stretched.
Then she started to speak.
What she told me, would mold me, and hold me,
Together inside ahahahahahah yeah yeah

She said all the things you ask
You will know someday.
But you have got to live in a patient way.
God put us here by fate
And by fate that means better days.

She said, child we are all moons in the dark of night.
Ain't no morning gonna come 'til the time is right.
Can't get to better days lest you make it through the night.
You gotta make it through the night, yes you do.

You can't get to no better days
Unless you make it through the night.
Oh, you will see those better days
But you gotta be patient.
(Be patient) oh baby, be patient.

Later that year, at the turn of spring,
Heaven sent angels down and gave Grandma her wings.
Now, she's flying, and sliding, and gliding
In better days

And although I'm all grown up
I still get confused.
I stumble through the dark
Getting bumped and bruised.
When night gets in my way
I could still hear my Grandma say
I can hear her say,
I can hear her say.

(Be patient) You can't get to no better days
Unless you make it through the night baby.
(Be patient) Oh, you will see those better days
But you gotta be patient.
Child, do you hear me, yeah.

(Be patient) You can't get to no better days
Unless you make it, you got to make it
you got to make it
You got to make it through the night

(Be patient) Oh Grandma, oh Grandma
Do you see me now, lady
Oh oh oh oh oh...

(Be patient) She used to sit me on her knee
She used to comb my hair
She used to tell me stories..
My Grandma took me everywhere--> love this song. :)

I am sure that better days will come.

Walang magawa

Share ko lang ang mga pictures na kinunan ko today...

sa sobrang wala ako magawa around 12 noon ayun naisipan ko kunan ang sky...
ganda kasi e pero sa 3rd floor yan ng bahay kaya may mga rehas rehas
hahaha...

Nakakaaliw!!!



Tapos di pa ko nakontento while waiting kay dong... yung sunset naman ang kinunan ko...so umakyat ulit ako sa 3rd floor tapos bigla ko naisipan bumaba..hahah ayun kaya mejo malinaw na tas wala pang mga kable ng kuryente.hahaha



see more pics sa multiply account ko. :)